Hey fabulous folks! I know that title may throw some for a loop but that was my mind frame earlier today. I was thinking to myself damn you have gained weight (AGAIN). I have to be honest, these last couple of months have been an emotional roller coaster for me. And when my level of stress goes up… so does my weight.
For some stupid reason I decided to step on the scale. Why did I do that? That bitch hates me and I hate her ass too. 150!!!! Yep, that’s right… 150 pounds. Before I left for Jacksonville (which was like 2 weeks ago) I was 142. So that’s eight pounds in two weeks. Are you kidding me? Lets not even talk about the fact that I was down to 132 in July. What is wrong with me?
So after having a melt down on the bathroom floor, (BTW…Chloe is a sweetheart. She stayed with me the whole time and gave me a couple of her famous doggie kisses) I started planning for my third round of losing the same freaking weight. Honestly, I can’t blame anybody but myself. When it comes to long-term planning and consistency, I SUCK! Shedding pounds has never been my problem, it is keeping it off. With that being said, I just came to the harsh & cruel reality that I will never be able to eat anything I want without gaining weight. Being in my late twenties kind of blows. If only I could be the carefree teenager again. Please tell me it gets better.
Anyway…all whining aside, tomorrow, well actually today since it is after midnight, I am starting Sarah of SarahFitTV DietBet. I’m not too fond of the idea that I could lose my $$$ if I don’t lose the weight so hopefully that will keep me in check. Base on the rules, I have to lose six pounds in 28 days. Nothing too major. This was a last minute decision so I have no real action plan for doing this. Maybe I should pull out my old WW books or something.
Wish me luck. I think I’m going to need it. Oh and if you have the time, feel free to leave any tried and true fitness tips or the links to healthy recipes you may have on your blogs. Thanks and stay fabulous.